and god said...

i <3 chopin

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 05:08:02 GMT

i am in love.
with mei-ting sun.

who interpreted the chopin the best i've ever heard

Chopin au piano

you may (or may not) know that chopin happens to be my favorite pianist ever

thank you, mr.sun ^_^

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 05:07:18 GMT

stolen from sato

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written!!!

do it nowwww!!

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:16:18 GMT

updated wishlist ^_^

-the "I am loved" pins in all languages available (THESE ARE FREE PPL but get me all of em)

-~~a bjork poster! (w00t) or cd i love her~~ thanx zeke!

-anything msi, except cds i have em all, so shirt or poster

-binary clock (thinkgeek.com) if you get me this i'll love you FOREVER AND EVER

-100% kona coffee or kona tea 1-888-414-KONA

-anything muse or naruto or... alphonse mucha. mhm

-~~barnes and noble gift card w00t!~~ thanx ~~cristy~~ ES! hehe

-mucha 2006 calendar
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/3832711104/002-6982854-0515212?v=glance

again, if you are gonna get me/ already got me one of these, comment anonymously saying so.

THANK YOU !!!

hope to see you tomorrow!!! :D

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:55:42 GMT

i never update this thing anymore hehe
but here it goes.. um school's been ok so far
mostly boring but you know how it goes.

today was a shitty day meh

im getting a wisdom tooth
hurray
and i got nominated to some
national hispanic.. scholar?
thingy majig? funness

at least my schedule isnt all screwed up anymore

well my bday's coming up and i KNOW
you guys are dying for this
and have been begging me to post it up
for ages
thats right, my birthday wishlist yay!!!

here it is: (tentative)

-a bjork poster! (w00t) or cd i love her

-paddy thing for mouse, my wrist is CALLOUSED lol btw preferably super cute!

-100% kona coffee or kona tea 1-888-414-KONA

-anything muse or naruto or... alphonse mucha. mhm

aaaand thats pretty much it for now can't think of anything i'll update it later
you dont have to get me anything just if you feel
oh man i love andrea but i dunno how to tell her how much i appretiate her friendship.. (lol)
BINGO! lol
have fun everyone!! :P

if you get me one of these pls comment anonymously saying so so i wont get doubles
which prolly wont even be a problem lol

oh yeah for my bday im not sure what to do but if all else fails
partay at my house. i wanted to cook but then ppl are like BUT ITS YOUR BDAY
lol so yay!! we could do anything just hit me up with ideas

ok
bai bai for now

-andrea

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 00:02:18 GMT

hmm no one's ever on lj anymore. but i'll update anyways ^_^ i'm at cws (the nhi program) in fort worth! w00t! its perty fun. but sooo tiring. its not even dark yet and im so sleepy. i finally got some free time to get on the puter ^^\

so yeah.. i hope the last week of summer doesnt suck
ugh i dont want to go back to school ewww
*pukes violently* i HATE school sooo bad. ;;

well we should seize the week we have left

and yeah...
okei... baii..

*falls asleep on keyboard*
auiofhakiawefvgebhytmj

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 20:30:09 GMT

possibly the best thing thats happened to me all day. all week. no no no. its just hilarious

http://www.internationalhero.co.uk/f/fatman1.htm

lmao. and now you too ^_^

regaining unconsciousness

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 08:45:45 GMT

omg i know the lady looks crazy, like a deranged psycho spreading crackpot theories
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
READ IT it explains so much.
for example my perpetual depression
and why i thought i had (i think i have) narcolepsy hahaha
why i'm ready to fall asleep every conscious moment
and that scary vacant stare on my face and the creepy paroxysms of insane laughter
you get the point...

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/teenbrain/interviews/carskadon.html

in other news...

No Me Importa Morir

mi lado nada nos separara,
nadie te hará daño.
A mi lado nadie te tocará,
nadie se acordará de ti.
Cuando no te acuerdes de nada
serás mía.
Y estas bajo mi control
solo yo puedo tocarte
y puedo ahogarte
en el vertigo del sadismo.
No me importa morir,
no me importa morir,
en la oscuridad.
Cuando no haya aire para respirar
te estaré asfixiando,
encadenada con mi foto
condenada a pensar en mi.
El pasado desaparece
y eres mía...
Y estas bajo mi control
solo yo puedo tocarte
y puedo ahogarte
en el vertigo del sadismo.
No me importa morir,
no me importa morir,
en la oscuridad.
Solo tu. solo yo
solo tu, solo yo,
eres mía...

I Don't Care If I Die

at my side, nothing will ever separate us
no one will hurt you
at my side, no one will touch you
no one will remember you
when you forget everything
you will be mine
you're under my control
only i can touch you
i can drown you
in the vertigo of sadism
i dont care if i die
i dont care if i die
in darkness
when there's no more breathing air
i will be asphyxiating you
chained to pictures of me
condemned to thinking about me
the past disappears
and you're mine
you're under my control
only i can touch you
and i can drown you
in the vertigo of sadism
i dont care if i die
i dont care if i die
in darkness
only you. only me
only you, only me
you're mine...

NOTE: its a song. appretiate art for what it is!!

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 06:49:06 GMT

And yet, draft or no draft, the country is headed toward that debate. Does America want to be—can it be—the world's policeman, colossus, liberator, call it what you will? If so, with what resources? By itself or with allies? Through international law or by whim?

Whatever the answers, there is a potentially calamitous mismatch between the Bush administration's avowed intentions and its tangible means. They can print or borrow money to float the national debt. They can't clone or borrow soldiers to float an imperial army.

-slate magazine

my sister and her friends raped a corpse.. king david´s corpse

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 03:09:39 GMT

hmm i haven´t updated in forever
its been fun. so far so good hia in guanajuato, gto
aka guanax. much fun xcept for the mosquito bites eww

it finally rained today
twas very very nice ^_^
damn spanish language keyboard its a biotch to do my fave smiley
so complicated... ahh itchy nose

as i was saying,
its been lotsa fun avec mes cousins
lol im getting the bad habit
from reading lolita
of busting out with random phrases in french
good book btw, you should read it if you find the chance/time
vari vari goot buk. dehfeenitli goot reed ja.

and zees, ladies and gentlemen, is for picking up zee caca

i´d go into detail about everything thats happened
but desafortunadamente, this is dial up connection
and it blocks the phone line so i cannot dwell
damn light.. yesh..
i hope jackie is having the TIME OF HER LIFE
in ´rope. and getting me zee pictures ah yes

well if you´re bored
or something really interesting happens,
email me. it shall amuse me for the time i am online
which is not very much at all.

*kills mosquito*
i hate mosquitos.
but i like everything else hia

oh lol! ew these random guys kept hitting on us
at the bus stop and my cousin told em off
shes great lol. but not alls bad
in the bus a guy gave up his seat for a gurl carrying all this crap
the extreme opposites huh

i dunno if all the cig smoke makes my allergies better or worse
everyone in this freakin house smokes all day
reading? puff. computer? puff. showering? puff!!
drinking milk and eating cookies? delicious tabacky smell to go with it yummmm.
SIDOSOS = AIDSY
how effed up is that
there should be an international orphans´day
or not lmao nevermind.

ok bai bai for now.

- mosquito bite-ridden drea

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 21:19:41 GMT

I am Strength

Strength represents patience and compassion. Getting angry is easy when events turn sour, but dealing calmly with frustration takes great strength. So does accepting others and forgiving mistakes. We need strength to mold situations softly. The Chariot controls through mastery and authority. Card 8 is more subtle, even loving. Notice how the lion (itself a symbol of strength) is being guided and tamed by the woman's gentle hands.

For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com

What tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate.

vat? yeh das right...XENON IZ ZEE ROXORZZZ!!

Tue, 31 May 2005 22:15:20 GMT

i'm so sleepy

*puffsigh*

*note to self* don't sleep over
at cristy's unless she's gonna sleep in...
wait! she NEVER sleeps in!!! gah!!

ok well yesterday i didn't do much
i was at home lounging around all day
when cristy had the bright idea that we
should exercise. more specifically,
RUN LAPS IN THE PARK!! im crazy so i said
sure! yay! let's lose the fatness!

i hate running. well for exercise at least

aaand yeah then we went to her house to study
SAT vocabulary. such nerds -_-;
so yeah we stayed up talking and stuff

then today in the morning at 8 freakin 30!!!
shes like cmon lets go to montwood for rehearsal!!

O_O

yeah gah i was like a bum with a blanket and pillow
ppl are used to me tho, just there all sleepy

so shyeah i ended up helping blow up balloons
and decorate. meh... then we went to starbucks
and shared a tall java chip frapuccino, yeah unbelievable

then i went to barnes and read for a couple of hours
came home, bleh bleh bleh the rest is boring. wasnt it all tho?
hmm now i want to sleep but i dont... ugh.

DAMN YOU CRISTINA!! lol
messing up my sleeping schedule!!
ow ow headache.. i SHOULD sleep huh?

>_< meh!

oh btw, i think i'm leaving j00n 14... its pretty much for sure
my original plan was to leave sometime around the end of the month
but plane tix and schedules were complicated, esp cuz if i go at the end of the month
my aunt will be outta town and no one will be able pick me up from the airport
which is in another city... -_-; even tho my cousins are 20 and 18..
i guess they dont have driver's licenses the lazy butts, or my aunt wont let them drive so far. i dunno.

BUT.. BUT!
this means.. that...
for at least a week
i will be at with my cousins
with otherwise no adult supervision

YESS!! this oughta be fun! ^_^
how awesomeeeee!
a 16, an 18 and a 20-year old
who knows what will ensue?!?!

lol jk
oh man im excited

JACKIE'S LEAVING TO EUROPE ON THE SAME DAY

; ;!!!!!

luckeee!! bring me back that sexy ragazzo you promised!!
(ragazzo=italian boy)! i love jakiee! ok ok a souvenir will suffice...
or will it???!! hmm or that shirt.. oooor anything thats totally awesome and will blow me away!!

everyone's gonna be outta town in july
no point in being here... especially the stupid heat...
so yeah i prolly won't be here most of july, or maybe not at all
its not decided yet, since i dont have a ticket back yet

thats that for now, i suppose
now that that's been said,
we need to get together before i go ;;

let's do somethinnnn!!! ^_^
k much love,

- half-0f-j00n drea
bai bai

:: llueve ::

Sat, 28 May 2005 17:00:04 GMT

it's raining!! yay!
i love the rain ;;
i woke up for an instant
and was about to go back to sleep
seeing how its so early
but i dunno, the rain beckoned me
to listen to it, to enjoy it.
my throat hurts...
how unsummery of the weather
call me to see whats up today ^^
lol if you don't read this too
late that is... meh
ok i'm gonna crash on the couch
once again ^____^pretty rain

Thu, 26 May 2005 10:56:24 GMT

lmao

^_^thanks in advance

Tue, 24 May 2005 23:26:38 GMT

if you have any books you don't want
please give them to me <3

Tue, 24 May 2005 21:24:13 GMT

today whoa today's been so much fun
and it's barely 324 pm!!! wowie.

i woke up and i didnt have to get to skl til 1
jackie called and said if i wanted to go somewhere
i said hellz yeah! we went downtown
while we were in sally's beauty i was like
LET'S DYE OUR HAIR!!! so we bought a bleach kit
and midnite blue (mine) and raspberry kamikaze (hers)
yay! im so glad we got these colors.

yeah so now my hair is not only short
(i got it cut yesterday) but its also colourful!!
i combined both colors it looks pwetty.
too bad we were in a hurry i didnt leave
the dye in long enough so it looks greenish
hmm im gonna go do it again in a while.

last i saw jackie she still had the dye in her hair
but OMG i swear its so beautiful!!!
THANK YOU JACKIE I LOVE YOUUU!!!

oh and also
I <3 ERIC!!!!! i dunno if you read my lj
but if you do thank you SO much for getting me outta class
i love youuuuuuuuuu!!

ok so now im at home
while all the suckers are at skl
i took my test and was done by 2
i didnt wanna spend two more hours in that classroom ><
its hella hot outside. it sucked walking
but it would suck more being at school haha
i mock thee! foolish mortals!!!!!

jk!!! i love you all! ^_^

EDIT:
i redyed it its all blue now ^_^yay!!

Pimp My Page

Sun, 22 May 2005 08:55:29 GMT

Hey hey, everyone. This is guest updater numero uno, Jackie (thetokyolights) live from Andrea's house. East siiiide, baby.

Anyways, my poor liddo Drea isn't feeling so hot right now. She's sleeping on the couch cuz her tummy hurts. I'm sure if you all gave me a dollar she would feel better right away. No, I kid, but seriously, I hope she gets better. *tear* I think she just needs some rest.

I edited her layout a bit. All the layouts I do look the same cuz I use the same code, lol, but you guys love it! So ch-check it out: ichbesitze. Hehe, Andrea makes koo faces in her sleep. She's smiling too. She must be dreaming about punching Kitz.

So it's like, what? 2:20 in the AM right now and I'm not tired, which is really strange because I'm usually dead by nine. Even Anthony told me to go to sleep. [Garfield Dragon: Go get sleep Jackie.] and you know it's late when Ant tells you to go to bed.

Sorry for taking up so much space on your friends page with all my late night and/or early morning rambling. So I'll leave you with some awesome pictures.

This is me and my DDR pad, by me.

This is my geekiness, by moi.

mia stella

Mon, 16 May 2005 00:49:11 GMT

the sky looks ominous
the lighting fades around
nothings bright or luminous
pain and anguish abound
here i come, i hit the ground

i smell the pungent rain
the sweetness envelops me
sky groans in pain it moans
thunder in me, resounding
throbbing and pounding

steps of droplets
dancing on the pavement
wet tree shelters cats
stuck in my estrangement

lightining splits the sky
no stars tonite, it seems a lie

oh oh oh oh it's a perfect world

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 06:24:35 GMT

coffee and chocolate smoothie
i always piss my mom off
with my "creations" cause
i make a holy mess in the kitchen

^___^

today was mediocre

but i feel uplifted right now
i don't know why.
there's no specific reason

most of the afternoon
i vegetated. i shit you not
i literally sat and did nothing
alone with my vain, mundane thoughts
.. i think...

it's great i play this
little game with kitz
where she tries to find a word i don't know
and vice versa...
i get a kick outta these things
i'm a big nerd 8) <-- dorky nerd smiley
eloel

ele o ele
ITS BEANERIZED
ITS BEANERIFIC!
ITS BEANERABULOUS!!

-the beaner

p.s. something tells me tomorrow will be a good day
or not.. maybe i'm just jinxing myself... not that i'm supersticious
but by setting expectations i'm bound to disappoint myself...
applying this logic...

I BET TOMORROW'S GONNA SUCK MAJOR DONKEY BAWLS

EDIT:

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What Famous Work of Art Are You?

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

Who's Your Inner European?

SWEEEEEET
I'm trying to learn italian
wanna study together?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

You Know You're From El Paso When...

You know that the only two seasons are summer and Christmas.

You know it's the first day of Spring because the wind gusts hit 50 mph.

You know that it only snows if it was at least 75 the day before.

You cringe whenever you see a CHIH MEX license plate.

You can get sunburned and wind burned in the same hour.

You can give a stranger exact directions to the Electric-Q disco in Juarez.

You don't go near the Rio Grande. Ever.

You think that anyone who lives on the West side drives a BMW and all the people
on the East side are gangsters.

The only national monuments you have been to are White Sands and the Chamizal.

You have a least four T-shirts that have "In loving memory" on the back.

You know the difference between "ya'll" and "all ya'll".

You know where the "real" first Thanksgiving took place.

You thinkg Western Playland is the place to be in the summer.

You have tried to fry an egg on the sidewalk in July.

You invest a great deal of money in hair spray in the spring.

The only thing you stocked up on for Y2K were tortillas.

You know what all those letters on the mountain stand for.

You can see three different states and two countries from your backyard.

The first place you go when you come back in town is Chico's Tacos.

When you are lost in Juarez at night, you can always find your way back by looking for
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Seeing the Asarco tower gives you that warm and fuzzy home feeling.

You have talked about leaving for about ten years, but you are still here.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from El Paso.

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You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

the guide is definitive. reality is frequently inaccurate.

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 22:06:44 GMT

i know i said i was quiting lj...
maybe i just need a change
yes that's it.

new lj? perhaps...

hmm i don't even know what i'm updating for
yesterday i was SO BORED

"mom i'm bored"
"read or something"
"i am!! i've been reading on the net for hours now!"
"get off the damn computer!"
"but it's what's keeping me sane, mom!"
"rest! you're sick!"
"no! i'm bored! i don't want to rest!"
"well too bad you're sick"
"can't i go somewhere?"
"NO YOU REPOSE NOW!"
"can i at least take one step out of the house?"
"NO. NOW STOP BEING SICK"

shes not used to sickness she's never sick
so it kinda exhasperates her that i've been getting sick
these last couple of months.
her solution?
shove pills down my throat periodically

i'm lying there in pain and she has the nerve to complain
that i'm sick. what is wrong with this picture?!

that woman.

dammit tomorrow's monday already
i wanna do something before the weekend is over

btw i took pains to get rid of my past entries...
well in a sense. one by one. how tedious

GAAH!
*pulls at hair and runs around*
lol oh yeah!
i have this artistic assignment for photojournalism
any ideas are welcome...
also if anyone has any of the following that could lend to me this week,
your help will be GREATLY appretiated:

-a tripod (i might get a hold of one today tho)
-a gun. unloaded. preferably bb or fake.
-beautiful garden.. or just flowers
-dry ice (|0|)
-an empty room (not picky, doesn't have to be completely empty)
-as a bonus, an empty room with dramatic lighting i can control
-uninhibited mind and beautiful body lol ok ok nevermind asking for too much
-time to help me out ^_^
-a car so we can go someplace nice to take pixies ^_^

hmm i think i ask for too much
but any help at all (to be redundant)
will be GREATLY appretiated

omg i read the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy
i'm now reading the continuation:
the restaurant at the end of the universe
it's great!! you should read it! now!

seriously, it's made me laugh SO MUCH
its a must-read. *laughs at geek self*
^___^

- mixed-emotions drea